poems
Why? by Amber Collins
7 years,
Of the hatred and fear,
Trying to hold back all my tears,
And I'm struggling with all the sorrow and pain,
Which I can't maintain.
6 Years,
Trying to find,
My true self,
But I always get lost in my mind,
Trying to go in the perspective of herself.
5 Years
I stop and cry
When I think about how they died,
To myself I would lie,
And tell myself they were still alive,
Because I couldn't accept the facts.
4 Years,
There was still no answers,
And there was someone still out there.
While I was laying on the ground with a broken heart,
Wondering why we had to be apart,
Trying to find out where to start,
on why this had to happen to us.
3 Years
I was Confused and felt alone,
And felt like I had to deal with it on my own.
I cut my hair,
Like hers,
But there was something still missing,
But I didn't know what it was,
Because it was all still a big blur.
2 Years
I thought to myself,
She was so lovely,
And now that she was free,
With the angels I couldn't see,
The only thing I wish
Was for her to be at peace.
1 Year
It was December,
And the one thing I remember,
Was the person talking,
Saying there were people walking,
When they found their bodies.
And it was now different,
Because someone from our life would be absent,
Forever
1 Day,
Pacing back and forth,
Looking east, then north.
Wondering where they were,
Feeling worried about her,
Not knowing if she would be able to return.
Answers by Amber Collins
7 years.
7 years knowing almost the same information as before.
7 years without knowing if this monster is still out there.
7 years without knowing if this monster is still out there.
Killing more innocent children.
Damaging more innocent families.
Not knowing something for a long time,
Makes you wonder,
Is there hope?
And then when you try to pray,
But get not answers,
You get frustrated at God,
And wonder,
Is anyone trying anymore?
s everyone just giving up at this point?
Two Sweet Angels by Crystal Lynn Brocka
A town mourns a loss today
Two families shed their tears
Two sweet angels went home to him
A conclusion to all our fears
We know they are in a better place
They can suffer now, no more
Our hearts are heavy and sad
And justice; is what we call for
Such beautiful little angels
We can picture your laughs and smiles
Two of the happiest little girls
Our love has outpoured for miles
We miss you on these Holidays
The trees, the gifts, the lights
We will send our gifts of love to you
And we will celebrate your lives
Pink will fill the city and nation
As we remember both of you
we feel you as the breeze blows by
We will see your stars shine through
We will remember you at worship
And remember your favorite songs
We will look to the lord to give us strength
But our grief will not prolong
We know you're flying with the angels now
And you are watching over us
We will miss you Elizabeth and Lyric
Rest in peace and God Bless
Hate by Amber Collins
They say hate is a strong word,
But if there was someone you love, and they take that person from you,
Wouldn't you have hate for them too?
When it first happened,
My whole live blackened.
Everything was now different,
In the world, She has left her imprint,
And maybe she had tried to give me a hint,
To never trust strangers,
Because they could cause you to be in danger.
So next you say 'Hate' is a strong word,
I'll just ignore you,
Because in order to understand what I've gone through,
You would have to go through it too.
Poems by Amber Collins
Murder by Amber Colins
6 years old by Amber Collins
6 years old by Amber Collins
The word I can't bare,
when it's used to talk about someone I care.
The word that scares,
And when they're compared,
to someone who died,
They die,
but only on the inside,
Thinking,
If there was anything they could buy,
It would be a loved one,
Who was no longer alive.
6 years old by Amber Collins
6 years old by Amber Collins
6 years old by Amber Collins
I was 6 years old when it happened.
And when it happened,
I thought i was all imagined.
I remember when the police went in,
to make sure they didn't go back into the house and hid,
But I wish that was all they did.
They didn't deserve this,
They were just kids.
One Wish by Amber Collins
One Wish by Amber Collins
One Wish by Amber Collins
I fear for the same to happen to me,
But for her, I guess God wanted it to be,
But in a way I'm glad, because now she's free.
She now spreads her wings,
And she starts to sing,
And one day,
I wish for God to bring,
Her down from heaven, one last time for me.
3 Wishes by Amber Collins
One Wish by Amber Collins
One Wish by Amber Collins
If a genie came to me,
And told me I had 3 wishes,
I would know what I'd want, right away.
1, for my dear sister to be with me,
2, for all the other kids to be free,
And,
3, for all the murders and rapists to be hanged publicly.
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My Experience by Amber Collins
'What's it like,
to have a sibling who is no longer alive?'
In this poem, I will explain to you,
What it's like, Waiting for a sister who never arrived.
1pm, 2pm, 3pm, 4,
Waiting for her, looking out the door.
5pm, 6pm, 7pm, 8
She's still not here, and it's getting late,
9pm, 10pm, 11pm, 12,
Wondering why this had to happen to themselves.
1 day, 2 days, 3 days, 4,
Still waiting for her, trying not to get bored.
5 days, 6 days, 7 days, 8,
feeling sick to my stomach when I ate.
9 days, 10 days, 11 days, 12,
Why couldn't this just happen to me?
13 days, 14 days, 15 days, 16,
She didn't even make it to a tween.
17 days, 18 days, 19 days, 20,
My body feeling achy.
142 days, 143, days, 144 days, 145,
Someone unknown has arrived,
It was the police, hopefully they'll tell us the girls survived.
But what they tell us was the total opposite.
We were told they were murdered,
And that I thought was the end of my happiness.
2,453 days,
Wishing I could go back to the day,
When my family was happy, and outside we could play,
And when she was here,
But if that happened, all I would do is hug her, and start to tear.
So that is my experience.
